De-plan...

All my plans have gone down the drain my bub being hospitalized and sick with fever and malaria... Dysentery, cough, cold, vomiting... bouts of crying uncontrollable wailing and anger since he had I.V. on his hands... gosh...4 days in the hosp.seemed like 4 weeks... thank god he is back again and it might feel again in my elements in a few more days... mom n dad, uncle n aunt and hubby have been with me thru this and by gods grace we have sailed thru... lets see wots in store in the near future. 2 days ve been busy with shopping for bro-in-laws wedding... and still a lot more shopping to go... mmm.... damn tired n just wanna crash in bed... infected with cold... such a sick feeling.... its so cold in mumbai... dunno wot to type... guess my thoughts have frozen.... freeeeeeezzzeeeeeeeeee...... chillllllll.......

YO-YO SAVINGS...just like yo-yo diets...

Holiday season brings with itself, some laziness... A laid back attitude that makes your mornings stretch relentlessly into the afternoons... you spend considerable amounts on useless shopping for you, your home, your young ones, your parents, your friends, your neighbors , your jhadu kachra wali as well as your istriwala... then you repent... you sulk about it, you cringe some more. then you go on a counter guilt mode and shop some more... its more like alcoholism... in all this chaos... the monthly budget goes for a toss and then you lose sleep over the fact that you have acted stupidly and then you laugh about it... really... this is by far the case of most unsatisfied housewives of our city searching solitude and satisfaction in material things. eating off to glory to compensate for the absence of their husbands. watching the idiot box over endless tubs of icecream gives them the satis of the BIG 'O'. Just saw 'sex and the city' part 2 and was thoroughly entertained by the real world out here...

Need ZEN...

Being a mother can mean that U could get mad at the slightest of things and chill over the most atrocious incidents in life... With motherhood comes a wave of Raging hormones, emotional upheavals and Sleepless nights causing one to react in obnoxious ways over simple issues in life... Everyday tasks seem like a pile of mountain... THE 'TO DO' list never seems to end and sometimes you think of your 'I DO' as 'DO I???' hmm... Your work suffers if you don't sacrifice your sleep... Your Self Image is crushed to pieces when you look at yourself in the mirror... Chipped nails...Dru hands & feet...Parched skin (who has time to slather on some moisturizer...)rough elbows n knees...

You are desperate to visit a spa or a beauty parlour but cannot do so inspite of best of the efforts...You just need a break... You need to be yourself and have some me time.... You need to regain confidence... you need to be you... I am in an exact state... I wish I could be someone else right now... I wish... I could be me...

ATTA gurl...

shredded my "to do" list today and restarted on a new front.... gonna take it one day at a time.... slowly and steadily... who wants to be stressed out ticking out things on a piece of paper for just the heck of it!!!

masterchef india rocks... so does guntata hriday he on zee.... these are the only worth watch serials on the idiot box that i get time to see.... inspite of kanha going ga ga over the switched in mode of the tele...i hate to accept the fact that i might be responsible for his future affinity towards motion pictures.... read athe newspaper for 2 consecutive days after a period of 6 months.... feels so good!!! planning to catch up on the much awaited reading.... planning to paint... planning to write (as in paper pen write)... planning to blog.... planning to exercise (errr) planning to de-stress (duh) planning to plan... ( haha!!!) shop... cook... sleep.... catch up with old pals... write to them... call them up.... basically planning to just chill for the next fortnight,

just got in touch with a long lost friend... ahh good old days seem to gush in thru my memories!!! youth is back.... so is the blush :P

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keep rocking!!!!

yours groovy...

self :-D