What introspection reveals is amazing.... realizing the importance of looking within. changes that are brought about by the divine intervention are simply beyond my imagination... i might falter if i try even remotely to sound idealistic... but the truth still remains that what is happening within me is by all means GOOD (period)...
finding a teacher in life wasn't as important as it seems now... and now that I've found one... i am ohh so glad and so much more than that
the knowledge that everything happens for a reason and it happens because I have written it in my contract makes things so easy to look at and accept. the Villains in life suddenly start to get tolerable, rather what most we feel is utmost gratitude... each and every action of others is seen as a plot designed to happen in life.... and when there is something happening that isn't positive... you now have the power to not let it affect you.... the tools help cleanse you inside out... many a times its on an emotional level sometimes, physical... and just came to know the amount of emo-garb we put in till our age is unbelievable...
on a personal note, it was mild fever first, painful abscess then, intense throat irritation next and finally now barfing instinct... can i be ever spotless like this... ha, probably not... probably yes... if i were ever to reach to the level of my gurus.... naush for example... just his snap radiates immense positive energy and peace..... i completely surrender to the fact that nature has given us everything in so much abundance.... the guides, souls like Naush and tanaz in this day and age.... even friends like chits and gubbi... absolutely brilliant...
now that the exam season is almost done with.... i ll get more of solitude time. i pray for having a vacation post second week so that i could practice the spiritual tools bestowed upon me by the divinity and gurus with complete concentration...
self healing thru tools on a daily basis is getting one step closer to the change i want to see around myself... actually its not even around me its inside... but then according to what tanaz taught, nothing is inside nothing is outside.... everything is energy, it might be you or it might be me...its not even that its just us or the universe thats us... or lets call everything and everyone god...
Have been reading Naushir's blog and have been delighted with every other word that came from him... what a soul... his 'Putting your house in order' series of articles is outstanding example of what guidance he can provide thru any medium.... here its written... but the ppl who have commented on his blog have experienced his guidance thru meditations.... dreams... soul communication... so many ways....
I ve been sending micro blog .... my own version of updates to tanaz everyday... just to let her know my progress... rather journey and a tiny way to stay connected with her.... i know she is reading and blessing me somewhere....
Guides have given me some ideas about my dream project early this morning.... something which i want to talk about.... may be i lll write it on paper first. i want to show it to tanaz.... seek her guidance... and then post it here... i know i ve been getting positive signals from the universe and i feel really positive.... saying a little prayer to every soul which needs it... amen
live n love....
