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Saturday, October 26, 2013

Philosophically yours...

There has been an undermining urge to express... may it be in dressing, talking or penning down. Its been hard to suppress this desire... as funny as it may seem, I am close to shutting down my stress lobes in brain just to emerge calm and untethered beneath. 

on the other side I go expo shopping like youngsters go club hopping. call it the 30s syndrome call it the unsatiating urge to feel look and be young... nothing no matter any damn thing can stop me... feeling like a two faced woman with split personality as i turn on to the very right side of Thirty... Diwali is just round the corner, so many things to be done... yet I am chilled... 

what i seem to panic about are the least imp. things.... of all minor things like smiling more in the day or making it a point to read a page before I sleep... too many things in cramped compartments of this brain... guess i need some more retail therapy... currentky the only way to nirvana... ahem.... I meant AMEN...
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Friday, October 25, 2013

story till now...

hogging syndrome
slacked activity
water retention
flesh bag
bogged self esteem 
low aspiration
lazy bum
mood fluctuations
failed attempts
harsh criticism 
secret tears
unsolicited advice
initiation
temptations
sweat
breath
hours
plans
discipline
loss
expectations
more loss
hard work
results
visible difference
success