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Saturday, January 16, 2016

Sides...

Two sides to a coin
Poles of a magnet
Polarity of people
Duality of concepts
Conjunction of theories
Intersection of principles
Yeah, crush words some more
Grind them till they form a paste
As smooth as the consistency
Of a homogenous mush...
As homospermadine homoerotic
homosynaptic homofermentative
homosocial homoparental as it can get
All intermingled into the unique creation called Sapiens
Each and every human has a story
Which he/she might not choose to tell
It is interesting to see that every tale again has two sides
And then no side is right or wrong
In one such tale
She accepted her mistake asked for forgiveness
She was at fault (seemingly so)
She put down her ego her guards
Surrendered everything private
Kept no visible secrets that could be documented proved or held against her
She slept well
There was nothing in her mind
She learned to love and love without a condition
She accepted the way of life that it was
He (her lawfully wedded half) rejoiced
He thought the blame was proven
She was bailed by him
She was accepted by his kind heart
She had strayed after all
She had a roving eye after all
His perspective was all wrongly right and rightfully wrong but unlabelled
He was supposed to be the master
He had the last word
He was allowed to have secrets
He felt powerful
He kept his stance
Of possessing her in unobtrusive ways
While he kept being the provider
He could never understand the mush
Mush that she had
Storms in her heart
Of conversations she missed to have
With her partner
Earlier she kept searching for her better half in him
She kept getting disappointed until she looked beyond
She experienced what she had to...
Learned failed laughed loved
Her lesson was of surrendering
To whatever came her way
This encircled the fighter within her personality
She had been aggressive upfront outspoken diplomatic
Now...
With the journey of yearning finding loving losing surrendering she found out one more thing
Of not expecting anything
From anyone...
Not from her half not even from her Full
She had kept longing for attention from him
Instead she kept receiving ample social following
A few kind words, a sentence of care, a look of concern and the silence of togetherness
Maybe these dreams were unreal
She smiled at the ironies....
She engrossed herself in going within
The cold chilling blue external atmosphere made her feel lost....
She suddenly started feeling the warmth inside...
Cosiness, softness, gentleness, cocooning glow that was absolutely soothing to her soul
The sounds of silence were music to her being
She was filled with light
Till there was just a perfect source of bright
And not he and not she
There was peace
Happy sad ignored expected betrayed loyal all dissolved into a perfect mush...
The mush was sublime
It could be sensed not felt or seen
She realised that there are no halfs
Complete was she
This was her side of the story
And suddenly the other side
Seemed perfect too
She thanked him
For being the reason of finding her own Full...

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