effects of a sugar overload....

eeeks...its a puky feeling when u get loaded with sugar.... especially when u wanna loose some flab.... so out goes the diet and in comes a circle...the yo-yo effect.. the clothes dont fit u anymore. u r whiling away ur time and feeling bloated and useless 24X7....so what do u do? eat some more.......NOOOO. For heavens sake save ur arse! and make the most of what u have....get on track..... I did! and now i am kickin some arse! love urself...

Well, i ll do anything to have a change in and around me. the routine though relaxing is kinda getting on my nerves. i wanna get something drastically done. a new course, a new love interest, a secret lover maybe....a crush, a new obsession, moving out of the house, getting some weird ideas.......er...grrrr..NOTHING is happening. i am sick of tweets, i am sick of orkut and facebook. i can throw up if i hear another click of the mouse. i wanna set free. i want ready free lunches , i want challenges. i wanna run nude on a beach. i wanna get a butt job done!!!!!!!!!!!!i want to be single and not mingle. i want to glamourise and be on the top of this world. i wanna write i wanna take a break. y doesnt the world just dissappear and let me B!!!!!! i hate these pressures. i hate the unpaid caregiving work that i do. i want value. i want to get sold out..... i wanna b house full!!!!!!!!!! i wanna freak out and i want a CHANGE........AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH.......

welcome march 2009

I welcomed march with the recent venus - moon cojunction..... a rare phenomenon that cud b seen with d naked eye.... it was very beautiful.... after a while the venus almost kissed the crest of moon making it look like a couple in love... watched a few more movies over the weekend....got a chance to read the editorials at leisure.... there was one blessing in disguise.... the domestic help left for a more lucrative job elsewhere. so i am left with the whole house under my order.... i am my house help...hehe! its fun cleaning and setting things up... wonder how long the fun element lasts...especially in the unbearable mumbai summers... but nw i can almost roam around and stay up late anywhere without the obligation of returning back for the servants... so its a new found freedom and a fab one at that! went 2 mom's last night and had a long long chat after almost an age.,. granny was happy seeing me.... bro was his mischievious self... had the heavenly famous dal rice for dinner! the most satiating meal ever... and returned back with a smile on my face. a close frnd of mine called up yest.and chatted 4 abt an hour... how exciting the conversation was.... he was a theatre frnd and so all the reports....critical acclaims were ripped apart...fun!
had a hearty chat with moi love today... and am happy 2 ve grown closer 2 him. on the way 2 success!!!!!! yippie..

thanks-giving in february!

yesterday evening was one helluva challenging one....the changing season and temperature rise took a toll on me...head gave its way to the throb and i was under the asprin influence to beat the pain.... neither reading nor television helped me to distract...and since it was a day off from the institute, i had nothing better to do than catch moi head and sulk.... so i decided to log on the net and wrote off testimonials to most of the ppl who matter to me the most! in my little way, i wanted to thank them for being there. not that they wanted the thanks....we rnt that formal...but somethings are best said than understood and telling ur loved ones how much they matter 2 u is the most wonderful feeling... not all of them r on orkut and hence the limit stays but thats most wot v can do...scream out 2 the world that u r so happy 2 b with them!!! After writing some testimonials my pain vanished!!! thats the power of thanks giving...The ppl on the list 2 whom i am presently writing testimonials....lets c how things turnout....its truely a great feeling to have had the company of these angels in my life...