Bhumika...

ayushyatli sthityantara kharatar khup astat, pun kahi phar vaat pahayla lavtat , pariksha ghetat ni motha karun jatat... aplya mansala kshama karayla phakta ek vichar karava lagto. apan tar baryach vela swatahala maaf karat nahi, mug dusryancha sodach.... apan kadhi kadhi mug sudachya bhavanene tyanchya pariksha baghato, tyanna tomane marto, vattel tasa vaagto ani tyancha jivan avghad karun takto, tarihi ti mansa, aplyavar prem karat rahatat aplyasathi sosat rahatat aplyakarta sahan kartat ani aplyala sarva kahi det rahtat. hya denyat kay asta? prem, vel , manasik guntavnuk, kashta sarva kahi....... itka sagla deunahi apan purvi kahi ghadlela asta te dharun basto ani swatahala kitti mothya ananda pasun mukavto.... tya manasacha patience kadhich dhalnar nasto , karan tyachi chuk tyachya lakshat yeun to antaklaranani badalun aplyavar jiv valun takat asto.... pun apan aple tasech, korde..... vimukt, ruksh... ti vyakti roj radate, tila tras hoto, tya vyakti la apan purnapane durlakshit karto.... baryachda tya vyaktichya swatvavar apan ghala ghalto.... ghalun padun bolto, vait vagato, pun ti vyakti aplyavar prem karat rahate.

he asa ka?
he asa hona kadhi thambta mug?
he asa ka hota?
he asa saglyanbarobar hota ka?

hyatli apli bhumika kuthli , he tari apan swataha tharavu shakato....
prem karnaryachi, ki te prem nakarnyachi?

with heart and soul...

Till some days back, i hadent taken cooking food seriously........ I may seem to b a gourmet chef and an ardent food lover, but to b frank, i was running away from reality, cooking day in and day out a complete indian meal with the subji dal chawal raita chutney phulka chaas all steaming hot is a big big deal. and i realised the efforts my mom and grandmom took all the years to do this incessently ....... i express my deepest of gratitude to all the moms and grandmoms and wives who cook with their heart and soul . i express utmost heartwarming wishes to all of them, since i realise today that i took everything so much for granted that i never ever said them how much it matters to me that they ve cooked for me. its a job of tremendous efforts diligence discipline and love. i love u aai aaji. now i cook a wholesome meal everyday and realise the joy of feeding a person whom i love..... i know wot a word of appreciation means..... god is so great that he made me sense this immense feeling. i am overwhelmed..... overgratified and filled with utmost love for everyone around me........ cooking creates love.... true!!!

warmth...

The house is warmed up with the presence of someone elder at home and the pampered feeling sets in........... a sense of extreme calmness seeps withing........ each meal is special and cherished.... every morsel of food nourishes us with life....... the house turns into a home....... love fills in and care envelopes us......... so much so that days seem great!!! garma garam phulkas and chole with fresh salads and dal...... isnt it sooooo heart gladdening!!! welcome home aai.... we r enjoying ur presence!!!!! :D

Goodbye sucker.......

I am not posting his pic yet coz i d like to keep him in my heart, he went yesterday....... I saw him gone last morning in my tank floating........ he was heavy, he was black............ he was not that goodlooking but he was essentially a member of our family......... and he was gone forever....... i was obviously not happy to c him go away....... i threw him out of my window....... i wasnt feeling alright while i did this........ and yes i am not saying sucker as in adjective............ i am talking about the sucker fish in my tank.......... i wudnt like to post his pic so i am posting a black mosaic in his memory since he was teal black in color. he kept the tank water so clean, he sucked his way to glory clearing the glass walls spic n span even before they got unclean....... he was a master at his work and he had grown soooooooooooo big........ i hadnt named him in particular and its good that i dint since then its not easy to deal with the reality......
a tribute to the elderly suckerfish in my tank......... u made me feel proud for the one year u were in my tank...... the other fish miss u too!!!!!!! may ur soul rest in peace!!! amen........

Oh yeah!!!

look,my dear friend..... its time i tell u that we are responsible for everything that happens to us. i seriously follow the abundance principle and the theory of law of attraction.......... so if at all u really need to c ur life change positively like me......... READ more, be awake (aware), think positive and act responsibly............be a player........ be present...... have the correct attitude...... give in ur best........... i know its all new for u , but u know that i am talking to u and its for u dat i ve written this blog. i have my bestest of wishes with u and spirituality is the way of life my dear...... start NOW...

I ve practiced and hence I ll preach... :D