UPDATE...

Updates-the back pain has considerably reduced...the blushing has increased.... survived on pure fresh veggies and fruits today as told by the doc... feels great to have actually eaten nothing but good food... shows on ur mood, ur thinking and also the way u look!!! i cud tell that coz i got some gr8 compliments today! and some flowers too!!! but listen, i had dinner outside post work as a social obligation.... sometimes u cant just say NO. but today i did.... had some soup, juice, tandoor kebab, salad and juice....which is kinda healthy at the restaurant.. dad thought i was crazy to have abandoned relishing the dinner but thankfully mum was supportive. wanted to write a lot, but sleep takes a toll on ..... have morning walk to attend to tom. so sining off here is..........the queen of blushing dreams.....relishing the cream of emotions.....KAJU...

surprise!!!

3 is my lucky no. and 3 is a part of his existence....i mean personality....i mean....err....name....maybe!!!! yeah someone pinged me on ma cell today quite unexpectedly....and that too with a maha stupid PJ...it wasnt even a pj.......a farse....i sent a frustrated smiley and a grrrr in reply........thats it..... the point is.......that its just yesterday and again 2 days back and 1 day before that i had incessantly dreamt of that person and i ve kept on dreaming abt the person for a long long time.....its an effortless....non wishing for...completely involuntary dreaming......... funnily i alos dreamt of the persons mom and house the day before yesterday.... quirky though....we share similar likes....we love our chips on rice...and we love sweets and we loooove potatoes....erik.....oink.....talk abt food tastes .....our wavelenghts also get coordinated at times.........like when ever i ve thought 'consciously' abt that person.......i ve got the persons glimpse....this is way beyond my belief.... i dunno wot is destiny upto.....i am neither expecting less....nor more....nor anything.......i better let this be.....but dunno y........somewhere down the heart... something is clicking..... infact the person uses similar words and terms in writing and fits into the description of my dream man to the hilt......keeping the fingers crossed!!! I hope he reads this blog and pings me yet again with a more daring confession.... here i am....signing off....like this dreamy eyed teenager.....blushing in crimson hues....yet again....praying that he'll land back....in my dreams...

R2=routine and reckless rutt...???.....errrr......Rest and relaxation...

Yesterday - After a macho workout at the gym, i had a quick shower b4 setting on for my evening classes grabbing a salad wrap bite on my way....the class happened...and then it all started....The spine started hurting badly.....the rib cage thomped.... i was in pain.......admitted at the nearest hospital for a quick scan with the radilogical machines stating that everything was fine except that i had over exerted myself causing the system clock crash..... i ve been advised rest and relaxation for a few days.... haaa??? when was i that busy??? anyways, u r right Mr. Doc. i ll listen to u........ so here i am.....bunking my gym today and soaking in some bath salts steam in the comfort of my home..... some deep breathing exercises and pranayama would do good!!! i cooked...yeah not listining to my doc.....but then it was the need of an hour...now off to some beauty sleep....a pot full of half bloomed jasmines waiting besides the bed to take me to a dream sleep trip......

candle light dinner...

Yesterday evening was special....the valentine mood lingers on as we had a nice candle light dinner at home... me dressed to the hilt ;D The candles set below the aroma infusion pots with essential oils fragrant with soothing scents.... the menu, simple.... cooked by me.... it was a long day for the both of us but i managed to somehow gussle up a yummy meal.... mint yogurt cherry tomato salad with parsley, stir fried veggies in coconut gravy with warm pita pockets... a perfect way to end the evening and crawl into the night with mushed up goodies to feast on....

New day...

Utmost faith in someone and belief in the almighty has let to astonishing miracles. as far as my life goes , it has taken a U turn. from drab to fab....things get glossy and enchanting. its almost like a dream. when ever time was something less than right, i prayed...genuinely...and prayers always get answered....

i have been brought up in almost an atheist enviornment but have been given the freedom to have and express my views.... my parents wudnt even mind if i engaged into any rituals or idol worship. i dint have strong views about god untill sometime last year.... spirituality, mysticism attracted me.... i wont lie, it seemed glamourous initially but as i merged into reading stuff.... and hearing experiences of ppl around.... i got involved... it seemed like a never ending quest....

fortunately I met the right people at the right time and enjoyed the benefits of being in enlightened company.... i can say that i now have got my spiritual guru.... the person seems to b a normal human but is far more than just a person.... i trust my guru and i follow the path shown and i know i ll be able to spread happiness around and make a difference.....

plus i have been lucky to have got a mentor at he same time....my mentor trusts me....... my mentor pushes me thru my threshold limits....... at the same time sees to it that i catch a breath when i am going too fast...... life cant be better!!!! its a pleasure to b with u ppl....