gift...

ahh.....finally got ma hands on the apple ipod nano. it is gorgeous, sleek , tiny and sexy!!! 4 GB capacity with ultimate add ons... i am in bliss!!! nw i ll b able to listen to quality music while on move and watch ma fav movies too!!! wow, life can b sooooo exciting.... thanks a ton-to the one who gifted it to me. love u dear...muaaah!!!!!!!!

i am happy

sometimes one gets so tired that one cannot sleep due to stress and exhaustion. so after crazy work schedule what relaxes me now a days is a grrrrreaat looooong chat online. with friends near and far from me.......its almost therapeutic. we discuss abt issues around, abt anything actually........... sounds kind of unintellectual silly and boring but then if it destresses me.......then hell y not? and yeah and even if its some stupid stuff like pjs or movies. and yessssss the prerequisite is that the online chat frnd of mine shud b a male. dunno y but there is something reaaallllly nice abt chatting with guys and than girls..... its is more complete and indepth. coz men r actually curious abt women and vice versa, so there is a kind of excitement to talk..... to know more abt the other one. may be not at all even in any romantic way.....but purely because of the difference in the way both r made. late nights have become a necessity to feel light and free.......... to vent out..........or maybe hyperventilate....hehe ..... ;D


have reconnected with so many frnds who have settled abroad..... i feel enriched with love all over again...........the dark circles dont matter or may b do not even occur any more because if u r happy, really really nothing matters at all..... its just this greaaaaaaaaaaaaat world around. i thank everyone.... for being there......... cheers!!!!!!!

the week...........that made me weak...

it was a grieving week but also a busy one at that and a week of gastronomical wreck.... with rehearsals going on for more than 12 hours, the only time for some bite was when cutting chai was ordered and some messfree grabs along with it. can u imagine working on one meal a day not out of lack of finance but sheer lack of time....and that one meal being a killer one.....lunch being the only meal in the day.....haha deadlines might work for the performance but they dont work well for the waistlines..... ;D



lunch planner:


day 1 - missal pav + 6 cutting chai : 11a.m.


day 2- vada missal pav + 8 cutting chai+ 1 coffee : 3 p.m.


day 3- vada pav + 8 cutting chai : 4.30 p.m.


day 4- jeera rice dal (full of oil and ghee.....eeeks...) + 9 cutting chai : 4 p.m.


day 5- samosa pav + 6 cutting chai : 4.45 p.m.


day 6- bread butter + chivda+6 cutting chai + 1 coffee 6 p.m.


day 7- stomach upset................(90 % of the crew sick)


all of the above menu was soaked in oil but we had no option since the rehearsal was in a remote place this time where no other meal cud b ordered...


but the rehearsals were fab. not once did we feel hungry or tired........it was just when all of us went home to grab a couple of hours of sleep did we realise how much we had exerted ourselves.....but the nasha of work was mounting..... the desire to win at the youth fest was over and above our heads and hearts.....i havent seen a crew as disciplined as this one..... no t.p. absolute work spirit.... i am satiated with my work and hope it turns out well.......keeping my fingers crossed....


next week wud b as punishing as the previous one, just that there will b quality food in the recording studio............but it has late nights in store.........so welcome miss. acidity!!!!

che again...

p.s.
che u know i love "aadipakshya" and i d love to b a part of it..... i loved mata hidimba , haravalele pratibimb and ur dance drama innovations since i am a dancer. i loved ur work on tendulkar khadilkar. ur version of Midsummer Night’s Dream was better than the original..... ur observation of the work processes of Dubeyji, Vijaya Mehta, Fritz Bennewitz and Damu Kenkre was out of this world.... ankhin kiti lihu yaar. mala thukrat shraddhanjali dyaychi nahiye. tula mahitey ki mala tu bhutalavar hava ahes.....baaasssssss.......ye na....
prajakta.

Dear Chetan,

how are you? i think this isnt a proper time to write a letter to u.... especially when u ll b busy teaching nuances of acting to the apsaras of heaven.... u wont even spare them....ahhh but i have a doubt.... r u really in heaven chetan? a man who ditches all of us here and takes an exit in the missle of the play cannot possibly reach heaven..... u know what? right nw i hate u.... i reallly do hate u. u had no right to go away...... no right to keep us away from amazing works of urs..... what did u think ha? u had done all the work u did? 30 plays is all u want from life? is this enough che?

i hate to say this but u have behaved very very contradictory from what u told us..... i have watched u....admired u....i ve also had a crush on u..... and i never actually got to tell u this, coz u were so hyper intellectual that u wud start analysing my behaviour towards u then and there............. u murdered the psychics of ppl thru ur analysis and observation..... u just cut thru their psychologies and u were so good at it....werent u? and u derived pleasure from it....what kind i dont know.....

ha, ppl wud shun my crush as calf love....... who wud have a crush on a 40 year old man? but i did che. i dreamt of working with u.... i almost dreamt of entering awishkar and getting under ur wings of acting........it felt so secured when u were around........and exciting as well. i ve done a workshop with u............and also one with pt. satyadev dubeyji. u were his extension............and i was amazed every time i saw a new work of urs...........every time i read a new script or a plot u had in mind i was thrilled..... u were too good to b true.... i wish this maskabaji wud work for me and somehow u d come back..........

44 is a bad bad age to exit dude........this is not happening at all........... everytime i smoked a puff on the sets of "Astha ani gavarichi bhaji" for rehearsals....i wud cough poff and b breathless....i had to b a seasoned smoker for it.......and my co-actors pushed me thru it...saying dat u wanna work with chetan right? so this is just a stepping stone to move forward.... every show of mine was a step towards u... i was going to join u by december che. and i had told u this. isnt it really unfair to me. we cud have rocked the theatre che.

i am missing u so much..... i still remember the first time i saw u at awishkar for a play.... i got late for the show......to my luck u were alo acting in dat one.... i saw the tall handsome well built athletic frame.... ur mush (which was very sexy) and ur sharp eyes..... ur spark, ur speech ur voice modulation, ur stage presence, ur subtleness........the script..........everything was just amazing. i fell in love then and there......... che dont b a coward man. i love u........please come back...... u know we will believe that u have come back becoz its u who said ,"anything can happen"....isnt it?