thawing in process......

had an amazing valentines day this year. and more of so the day post valentine was also superb.... there was more than just romance, it was care sweet smiles n all....well, slept at a pro time on sunday but woke up with a not so good head on monday... the day is chilly , i am wrapped in some1ns sweater (since mine is to fashionable to keep me warm) and yeah a stole wrapped over my head covering my ears......... Vicks vapourub all over my forehead and nose..... all husszzzzing up in the chill. windows closed tight, curtains drewn on... i am all set for a euro-mumbai winter.

its mid feb and no signs of warmth. glad that my garden is obeying the orders of nature and is in full bloom.... almost 50 jasmines per day and about 30-40 mariglods and about 10 roses every single day.... makes my day as far as colors are concerned, quiet a dash to kick off the drab of the winter blues.... may be i ll stew up a herbed conoction to cure the head and burn some eucalyptus lamps around to create a healing aroma..... so much for a chilling soul.... i need to thaw myself without feeling all puffed up in these layers of sweaters..... hunger doesnt make its presence felt since its more essential to keep the fluid intake on..... i am off for some hot mugs full of water to make me melt............ god..... praying for a quick spring!!!!

addiction....

The most recomended shows are:

1) Highway on my plate.

2) Single female traveller.

3) Confessions of a travelling bag.

4) Jon and Kate plus 8.

5) Balika Vadhu - Colors.

6) Great Hotels.

7) Filthy rich and homeless.

8) Nigella Feasts - Discovery Travel and Living.

9) What Not To Wear - Discovery Travel and Living.

10) Perfect Match - Discovery.

11) Wife Swap - Discovery.

13) Top Design - Discovery Travel and Living.

14) Samantha Brown's shows.

15) Lean is In - NDTV Goodtimes.

16) I am too sexy for my shoes - NDTV Goodtimes.

17) Amazing Vacation Homes - Discovery Travel and Living.

18) While you were out - Discovery Travel and Living.

19) The chef and his better half - NDTV Goodtimes.

20)Project Runaway

podcraze personified...

celebrities.... popularity.... fashion.... glamour.... limelight et al... well fuh-ghet that. Good news recent experimentation with two new designs on the showcase were a hit. The combo Silk pink with multicolored redtoned stripes and cotton dull flores-candy green with yellow toned mixed texture.... Crystals for an addded effect... well, ppl actually asked me to design more combos like this for them but to withdraw and retire at the top position is a must. so conquering all the temptations i denied their request.....Well that means i have to come up with a new line, new ideas and pattterns to enthrall... ppl have money to spend on good life!!! recession hasnt hit the fashion industry yet..... well, since i do redo the lines i am spared of saturation and block.... kudos to the new season.... its full of colors and textures....

i am all crazy over the new releases this year. .... my i-pod is perpetually on for almost all the time.... i am careful abt the volume though. i ve been reading a lot abt pod users and the aftereffects of loud listening. shankar mahadevan....sukhvinder singh and shreaya ghosal are my latest icons in music. bollywood rocks and so does A.R.Rahman....muaaah!

I will fight this..... I will kick some ass.... I will emerge stronger....

Yesterday was a super challenging day on the personal front. Infact more of a disillusioned sequence. The 1st half was unbelieveably good. Almost what a typical girl could ask for... Movie lunch movie chilling out in the early evening.....But as the sun retired and drew off the shore started the Dark Play of destiny. Well by this time i am a firm believer of one... I havent yet had a spiritual guru yet, but i guess i shud have one soon. With the pattern in which life is surprising me in not a great way... I dunno wthr to call them surprises or something else. At a time, I called myself a serious practitioner of THE SECRET.... i still am, but not a serious one. Its seeping out of my system in a way no one could even understand..... But i guess i shud hold on.... I shud not let go...I shud wait for a while more. Someone very close to me has told me to do so....To wait.... to bear it for some more time.

To understand that what lies ahead is beautiful and all this is gonna b stressful only for a while.... So many times i wanna scream out that i m tired and i am done.... i cant take it any more but NO....I am gonna do it yet again..... in all the quests (not fights) whtr academic spiritual or otherwise one shud achieve nothing less than WINNING. and sometimes letting others win has the real victory enclosed for us.... So wot this day aint great. So wot its a game of fate. So wot...??? Its us. I am a Human,and i understand human emotions....Its brain game aint that simple and so if its destined to trottle and tumble, it will, but it will again rise to its glory....

Telling some one not to behave in a way they are coz it hurts isnt the solution.... They are supposed to behave in that way at that time. Its written. Neither can u change it nor can I. What we can change ogether is the Time of patience.... time of faith... time of self control. Self talk listening to ones heart and questioning our minds often gives us amazing answers leading to siritual strength.... Call it temporary sinthood and sit quietly where u are..... the music of happiness wud only b heard then....

cheers to destiny,

Prajakta.

Val-en-tine...

As feb the 14th nears....i ponder upon various valentine days in my life. some predictable , others full of surprises....yet others tragic(disastorously heartbreaking) and some extremely breathtaking....hehe!!! anxiously anticipated some and consciously deterred and avoided days... this year, its different again.... not like everyyear... infact not even like any of the years gone by..... its gonna make or break a thread.... a thread held on tightly for last 4 years... i cant even expect anything good or not from it.... its a tensed trembling feeling waiting to be done off.... or a shedding coat. no one's desperate here not is one avoiding it.... its just not HAPPENING!!! the person to whom i m referring to wud know better. And i understand dat there have been more of personal of late and more on the other side of optimism....but then thats how it is!!! glad dat aaji came for a short stay over ma place and we cud spend some qual. time over the weekend... hope this bond gives her as much happiness as it ever has and will always be.... god bless!!!! its just another week away.... the DAY....